What does it mean to be a man?
What does it mean to be a man? My large-scale figurative oil paintings reimagine masculinity in contemporary Western culture. As a white presenting, cis-gendered, heterosexual man, I learned to resist “weakness” and any other supposedly feminine personality traits, resulting in internalized shame over these confusing messages. My self-portraits are investigations of the ideals of manhood I have received that also offer the space for an authentic self to emerge from within. In the domestic series, I display interior scenes from my life as a man. In the altered perspective series, I emphasize the tension between abstraction and realism through unnatural depictions of myself. Together, these works communicate a nuanced version of myself and my ideals.